The Heart Wants What it Wants.

You know sometimes there’s one person who comes into your life and makes all the difference in the world. You know this and you’re sure its love. Only, they sometimes don’t see how much they really mean to you or they don’t see you. And it goes on to eat you alive, torture you, and drive you mad. You long to tell them how you feel, but know that you cant. You pray and hope and wish that someday they can be yours, only to watch them fall for someone else. You miss them when they aren’t near, you cry with them when they are sad. You make sure you are always there when they need you but still, they don’t see you.

But sometimes they do see you and your world gets so much brighter. Their smiles lights your way, through your darkest hours and yours does the same for them. Your heart skips a beat whenever they are near. The butterflies are there in your tummy, when they look at you. And you know its all worth it.

You know its love when you try to fight it, not wanting to let it consume you because you don’t wanna get hurt again. But it does, it does consume you and sometimes though all that it’s worth it and sometimes its not. But the heart wants what it wants ya’ll and no matter how hard you try, you can’t win over matters of the heart. So even if it sometimes doesn’t last and you know you’re going to get hurt it’s worth the fight because without that fight you may never know what could have been and be left with the what ifs, the should ofs, the could ofs and the would ofs and that my friends hurts so much more. So follow your heart no matter where it might lead.

~F~